MyDailySquezzee

Ahh, the mood I’m in. I want to drive a simi truck into a damn school bus. I’m a horrible person. I’m a shitty mom. I am flat out worthless. None of this is true its simply how I feel. I don’t want to feel like this anymore, I seriously need to get on some medication for manic depression. Or I’m going to end up killing someone. FML

I’m sick of the bullshit.

I’m sick of the fake friends.

I’m sick of the fake smiles.

I’m sick of the fake guys.

I’m really sick of hearing “you can always talk to me”, when in reality, you don’t reply.

I’m really sick of fake girls, who act like their my”best friend” and always want to hangout, but really hate me.

I’m really sick of guys trying to get with me, and acting like you want something, when in reality, I know what your after.

I’m really sick of people talking shit, but do not have the guts to put it out there who or what your talking about.

I’m sick of lame guys trying to step in and play daddy for my son, he has a dad.

I’m sick of laying in bed at night wanting to talk to my friends then realizing I have practically none.

I’m sick of always being so busy all day but then at the end of the day I feel like I got nothing accoplished.

I’m sick of you, you, and you.

Oh, and I’m sick of the bullshit.

tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

Australia; I want to see all the crazy bugs and spiders.

           I wish I never had to say those things to you. I wish I never would have hurt you. I wish you and I were still living together.

I really wish you put fourth some effort in this relationship though. I really wish you didn’t treat me like shit. I really wish you didn’t make me think I was shit. I really wish you could see how lucky you were to have me. I really wish you would wake up and realize its time to grow up. I really wish you were ready for this baby.

I wish that all the things I said weren’t true. I wish that you never did lie to me. I wish you cared when you flat out broke my heart over and over again.

I just wish things would some day be different. I just wish that were possible. I just wish that you could see me the way I see you.